I aplogise bloggy...and anyone who bothers to read this...for I'm using you to vent my anger. I'm gonna rip the shit outofit. I am so...absolutely Indescribably angry.
Let me se if I can find an angrier font...
I'm angry
angry
mad
pissed off
crazy ass psycho bitch
gonna stab someone in the face
cross
hmm...
I think this one's best
Perhaps bold
Oooh Looks like X files now

So ya
I'm really pissed off...all guys seriously beware becaus I have the most god-awful relationship with my father...apparently that will make me like psycho or something I DUNNO GOOGLE IT IF U REALLY GIVE A CRAP.
sorry
anyhoo...I call my father the Beast or the Dragon for a variety of reasons...
1. He's really tall and scary
2. He has a really deep growly voice
3. He practically guards me inside the house like I mean it's ridiculous at this stage.
Like I'm kinda innocent when it comes to 16 year olds these days...I'm like a 16 year old back in the 50's or something...
I say LIKE TOO MUCH! like

I'd totally move out to my Mum if it wasn't for the fact that I'd miss my friends...and the person this blog is about not the beast!!!!!
You see there's this one person...who I really really really really really like (Ok I had to say like there)
The only problem is I've never actually met this person face to face...and either has the beast...so the beast is using this as the excuse for me NOT to meet him...

And not only am I pissed about not seeing him kinda breaks my heart

what hurts even more is the fact that I'm letting him down

Like I think he should go get a life (the beast)...and if he's gonne be mean to his kids perhaps not have any more bitch!! He already has 12 kids. contraception much???

It's actually so unfair...I know I'm starting to sound like a stroppy teenager and you're all like "Oh think of all the other problems in the world"

Well guess what?? This is MY world and this is important to me!

My world that I'm trapped in kinda sorta whatever...

I'm going to now use quotes from the goth kids in South Park to express my...I dunno....
you ripped my heart out and RAPED it

Shallow Life.
Drowning alone I gasp for air
Cold creeps over pale skin
There is sadness... so deep, it pulls me down
Happiness dies in the deep, dark sea

I miss seeing you so much, I wanna slice my eyes out with razorblades.


So ya...I'm out

<3